Truth.

It is not enemies who taunt me—
I could bear that;
it is not adversaries who deal insolently with me—
I could hide from them.
¹³But it is you, my equal,
my companion, my familiar friend,
¹⁴with whom I kept pleasant company;
we walked in the house of God with the throng.
¹⁵Let death come upon them;
let them go down alive to Sheol;
for evil is in their homes and in their hearts.

But I call upon God,
and the Lord will save me.
¹⁷Evening and morning and at noon
I utter my complaint and moan,
and he will hear my voice.
¹⁸He will redeem me unharmed
from the battle that I wage,
for many are arrayed against me.
¹⁹God, who is enthroned from of old,
Selah
will hear, and will humble them—
because they do not change,
and do not fear God.

²⁰My companion laid hands on a friend
and violated a covenant with me ^*
21with speech smoother than butter,
but with a heart set on war;
with words that were softer than oil,
but in fact were drawn swords
Psalm 55:12-21

God be merciful to me...I too have sinned and hurt others, manipulated and schemed and sought my own way. Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner!