Not My Will

"If we do not want God's will, we will be miserable."
Fr Thomas Hopko

I wish I could remember this. I often have childish tantrums in my head--and occasionally in reality--because I am not getting my way. There is so much that I want but, sigh, it isn't about my wants and desires being fulfilled.

That's so painful sometimes I just want to cry. And often do.

Lord have mercy on me, a sinner.